Friday, January 06, 2006
i m soooo...i duno wad todae!! i m urgghhh..eyeer!
went to the sec1 orientation camp. erm...wad can i say? fun or nt fun?
i duno lah..but i m kinda proud of 1g2 dis yr..they gt sth.at least they r better den our last yr isnt it? my mood todae..is like sad..and many thing else which is bad.
i m really sry to whoever to u are...i dint mean to say those things..u looked cute beautiful pretty handsome chio and many many thing else..if u hv heard wad i told me fren i m REALLY sry. dint really mean it..i m nt suppp to eyecandy u..my fren likes u, u see? i used to dun really like u..but becz of dis incident i can treat u better by much much more....according to my fren u may nt hear it.. but if u really hear it i m damn sry...i really dun mean it i dint mean to hurt u...though we r nt even frens but hope tht we can stay the way we are.
did u noe how much i was grossed out todae???*pukes** i really felt like vomiting..urgh..
nth can cheer me up now..imm rocks!!!! omg so cute!=)
i hv been feeling guilty since i walked passed u todae..duno if u heard it..
i m feeling sick...tuition starting tmr..but but but..i miss the saturdays doing nth..but stoning.
maybe my lifes tt complicated..how i wish tht the holidays ll last for another half a mnth..den i ll be totally OKAY. but things always happen at the wrong place at the wrong time..just when i dun feel like it..its back again...i cant control my emotions..all i dream is wad i want. but my nightmare came true...wad i dreamt really came true..dis time its nt dream come true..dis time is nitemare come true..i never dreamt abt tht before...really! never.. its too impossible.

TOTALLY OBLIVIOUS TO THE CHANGES HAPPENING AROUND ME.
FEELINGLESS TOWARDS U, BUT IF I HURT U UNINTENTIONALLY PLS FORGIVE ME.
I WANA CONTINUE WAITING BUT I M SICK TOO SICK.
NTH CAN CHEER ME UP NOW..NT EVEN U.
IF U HEARD IT..I JUST WANT U TO FORGIVE ME.
OR ELSE I LL DEFINITELY FEEL GUILTY FOREVER..
I SWEAR ITS TRUE..I DUN LIE ABT SUCH BUSINESS.

pls forgive me...i ll try my best to keep dis post till i think u've seen it. [if u heard it]

graved10:44 PM