Friday, October 21, 2005
wads happening to her?
shes giving me a cold shoulder...ignoring me....
shes getting further away from me by the second..wad happens if she leaves me one day?
we've only went out once...but we havent even tok...we only said 1 sentence to each other, and tt ends with a fullstop.
i dun wan her to leave me..shes my first crush and i wan her to be the last..shes getting colder by the minute...

she use to be so happy but all of a sudden i admit my love for her was once cold and fading away but i dun wan tht to happen..but i prayed every nite to let her come back to me...she use to look at me..but now shes nt lke tt..she ignore me lke noone elses business..i peep at her frm different angles..all i wan is for her to cum to me..she used to be attached but broke up for some reasons..we havent even started why must it end so quickly?i havent even held her hand and shes already so cold to me..wad must i do to salvage the situation i've caused?how can i prevent the moment of her leaving me?i changed a lot juz for her to notice me..she may noe mebut she may not noe tht i love her more den anyone else...i think of her day and nite..but i never dream of her before...in her mind i lke someone...but actually tt persons her...but how am i suppose to tell her my love for her?
i dun love her no more.
my love for her stills here, hot n burning..but i hv dis bad feelings tt her love for me is fading away...

my life changed since the day she stepped into...
maybe she hated me all dis time...=(
i am feeling down..
she caused it...
no matter wad i m still gona love her...

graved10:34 PM